darling i love u

2008-10-24T09:31:00.000-07:00

Short post

tis few days have been quite bad temper due tuh some personal reason.. erm.. tis week our teacher bring us out fer class outing.. during the SEP it was very fun the instrutor taught us many thing abt incline skating n after tat he played with us.. after tat we head back tuh sch.. when we were in the coach bus i sat with xi tong.. den i tell him my unhappy things.. after telling him my troubles i felt much better..

sorry..

2008-10-03T08:42:00.000-07:00

sorry fer nt helpin u update ur blog.. because i really dunno wad tuh write.. erm.. i have read ur lastest blog.. and ya.. i think u should ferget miie.. bacause i m nt suitable fer u.. maybe u really cn find someone tt suit u oneday.. and i hope tt.. tt day will happen.. erm.. i think u dun nid tuh waste ur time just waitin fer miie tuh accept u.. bacause u neo tt i will nt accept der.. is nt take i dun lik u.. is just take we are impossible tuh be tgt.. maybe tis is just a puppy l0ve tuh u .. i believe oneday.. u will ferget miie.. and find urself a better stead.. i am sorry..

2008-10-02T20:28:00.001-07:00

so lonq nvr blog ler i noe it is already rox ler i am very sorry.. i did put any new because i was revising for exam n i dunnoe wat tuhh write also so i decided not tuhh write lol...

LAST MONTH POST

tis few month have been thinking wherethe i should forget her or wat.. but i jux dunnoe every tym i try tuhh forget i jux can't forget her.. every nite kept thinking of her...

sometimes i question myself isit really so difficult tuhh forget her jux because i like her n she does not like me at all... maybe i should not tink of her so often barh n concentrate more on my studies...

everyday see her in sch she like have alot of troubles in her heart n dun wish tuhh say it out.. seeing her like tat i very " xin tong ".. sometimes in sch really wan tuhh went up tuhh talk tuhh her but everytime i dunnoe wan tuhh talk tuhh her wat... hope tat she would be all rite soon...

To Jasmine: i hope u will be happy everyday n dun be sad sad.. i dun wish tuhh see euu like tat..

luv u 4eva...

3 words 8 letter : I LOVE YOU

2008-08-28T22:20:00.000-07:00

today morining went tuhh meet marcus,yati,sharmian and alot of ppl in vista point coz he last night ask me wan tuhh meet in the in the next day den i say ok... den he say tmr morining he will call me de den tell me the time tuhh meet so today morining he call me tuhh tell me the time... so went tuhh sch together... as we will walking marcus tell me that he wan tuhh go sch first so i say ok... when me n sharmian them reach sch it was really a surprise tuhh me that that have stated tuhh decorate the classroom until very nice sia... after that have class walkertonfor 35min very lonq lol walk until me sian... den after the activity we went back tuhh class to celebrate teacher day... after that we went tuhh the hall for the teacher day concert.. during the concert i was thinking of someone.. when i am thinking of her my mood become very bad... but after that i continue tuhh watch the concert but dunnoe y they keep playing the songs that have alot of meaning made me keep thinking of the past... after that jasmine jiejie came tuhh sit infront of me den i ask her that can u let me see ur report book den she took my report book n see den i also took her one tuhh see... now she so clever ler lol can get 11 in the class position so gd sia...
now i think that my hope tuhh go 3T1 is gone ler coz this time i did my exam very very badly... but i will not give up de... this time i am going tuhh study hard for my END-OF-YEAR exam hoping that i can go tuhh 3T1 next year...

if one day ii had to choose between breathing and loving you ii will use myiie last breath to tel you dat ii iLOVEyou <3

2008-08-19T23:53:00.000-07:00

today our whole class went tuhh snow city tuhh play n learn how tuhh make ice-cream.. when we reach there have to line up first den we have tuhh change into our winter outfit... our teacher told us that we have tuhh bring our own jeans but i dunwan bring so went there tuhh rent their jeans.. it is quite expensive de lol jux lend one jeans nid $3.20 lol.. haix.. nvm mind lol... when we have change into our outfit we went to the snow chamber tuhh play snow... i keep throwing the snow at my friends den they also throw me back.. but nearly throw until my eyes... after that we went up to the snow slide tuhh play.. very fun sia when we go down it was very fast.. after that i saw jasmine jiejie so went up tuhh her n chat with her awhile.. i ask her y u dunwan tuhh play the snow slide den she say that she dun like tuhh play.. den i say ok lol.. den i go outside n rest awhile coz my hand is freezing like hell... after went in tuhh play snow again... this time i keep throwing snow at jasmine jiejie coz she today like very unhappy so i jux wan tuhh make her happy n not tuhh see her in unhappy mood... when we are playing i keep throw her with big big snow den.. when she is resting at the floor i went up n throw snow on her that we continue tuhh play... was very happy tuhh see her happy again...

now den i realise that it is very tuhh forget a person that u like.. really hope that she will accept me one day n i jux wan tuhh tell her " i love u " n i will keep waiting for u... even u wan me tuhh wait u for 1 year, 2year, 3 year.......................... i will also wait for u de...

2008-08-15T12:24:00.000-07:00

today after sch me kiamping, marcus, xi tong, ri xing n darrel stay back after in class tuhh play PSP... after about 5 min ri xing fren came in our class n play PSP with us.. sit there n play for about 1hour plus...

jux now online on msn on 10pm coz my sis keep playing the com n dun let me play so i did not i have the chance tuhh play the com at all.... den at about 11pm jasmine jiejie online den i chat with her n chat with xi tong... den chat with her about alot of thing den i tell her that i have update my blog den she went tuhh see... den she ask me post a new post for today date den i tell her that u very lonq nvr help me update my blog ler... she say next time den she help me update my blog lol...

today i ask her for stead again but tio rejected by her again... she tell me tuhh go n find a better girl n dun wait for her ler... when i hear this was very upset...

2008-08-08T09:19:00.000-07:00

short post

this few week dunnoe y have no mood tuhh post any post... today went tuhh sch for national day celebration... it is quite boring lol but luckily i got bring my psp so during the concert i play my psp... after sch went tuhh marcus house tuhh wait fer him coz after sch we are going tuhh cwp tuhh watch movie... in the end i did not watch movie with them coz i have tuhh go tuhh the hospital tuhh get a CCA mc... after that i went tuhh my fren birthday party until 10+ den came back home... after a while jasmine jiejie call me.. she ask me play audi with her but my com dunnoe y cannot play audi so did not play with her lol...

jasmine jiejie ps for not playing audi with u... when i my new com come den i will play audi with u de n takecares of urself... if u have any trouble in ur heart u can call me or sms me...

i believe one day u will accept me...

2008-08-01T09:13:00.000-07:00

short post as i have no mood

this few week nvr update blog because i have no mood to update my blog because i have been rejected by a girl that i love the most... but i dunnoe wherethe i should ask her for stead one more time... one thing i dunnoe is y i always see her i wan to tell her something i always cannot take out the courage to tell her... anyway i will keep waiting for her to accept me even i have to wait very lonq but i won't give up on her coz she is the girl i love the most...

to the girl i love the most: i will keep waiting for u until one day u accept me even u wan me to wait how many years i also will keep waiting... to me i have already reguard u as my dar dar... i love u..

2008-07-18T02:11:00.000-07:00

today jasmine jiejie finally patch with edlyn them ler i am so happy... coz jasmine jiejie this few days can counted tuhh be very very uphappy... when i saw her like that dunnoe y i suddenly felt very unhappy dunnoe y?... i dunnoe y everytime y jasmine jiejie is unhappy i will feel very unhappy also... i hope jasmine jiejie will not be uphappy again...
today did not have any LCD lesson dunnoe y miss thia ask us to go tuhh the hall n sit there for nothing... sit there until tired so lie down n sleep a while until the sch bell ring... me n vincent went tuhh the canteen tuhh buy some food den i saw jasmine, edlyn n zei wei so went there tuhh see them... i ask them y there must train so hard then they tell me coz they will have a this year so they must train hard... after a while they rest... after resting edlyn ask us wan tuhh play match anot then i say dunwan but they keep calling me tuhh play so i agree them... is not i dunwan tuhh play is because my hand is injured... after that me n darrel went back tuhh class tuhh play for a while den we went back home lol...

jasmine jiejie i am very happy tuhh see back in ur normal self i hope that u will be happy everday... TAKECARESS

2008-07-18T01:59:00.000-07:00

15 April
today when we are having social studies lesson jasmine jiejie look like very sad... she was only sitting with camilia n talking surprizly jasmine jiejie did not sit with edlyn them... den leo ask me isit jasmine n edlyn them quarrel den i ssay i think so lol if not if they did not quarrel they would sit together de...
today during pe lesson we went out tuhh run as a class coz now our mass run has been change tuhh class running so the pe teacher ask us tuhh pratice it... after the run i went in front tuhh ask jasmine jiejie isit u quarrel with edlyn them den she ask me how i noe de den i say coz always at sch u all will sit together de den this few days u all have been sitting away so i gussed that u all quarrel lol...

2008-07-18T01:40:00.000-07:00

14 April
today dar call me out tuhh play basketball wif them after playing the basketball match me n dar went tuhh vista point to eat... after eating i send her back home... on the way home i told her that i wan tuhh break up wif her because of some personal reason... i told her the reason that i y i wan tuhh break up wif her... after listening tuhh my reason she suddenly cry n hugged me tightly... i told her even we break up we can still be friend n if u have problem u can message me... so i still send her home because very late ler... when she reach her flat she told me that she dunwan tuhh go home so early so i accompany her at her blk downstair... before she go home she call me to be her gan kor den i agree...

evelyn i hope u will takecares of urself n dun fall sick coz ur health is not very good... if u got anything can message kor k...

2008-07-04T18:36:00.000-07:00

To lonq nvr update ler coz my com has broke down n did not have tym tuhh g n fix it so did not update blog.

This few days have been going out with dar... we went to alot of places tuhh buy clothes n tight jeans... n some nice soft toys for her... when i am walking with her she suddenly ask me before she met her did i luv other girl else den i say yes but did not confuse to her coz scared she will reject me so did not ask her for stead.... den i told her now i will only luv u will think of the past again coz past is already past ler but now i only luv u in my heart u are te only girl that i luv u the most.... coz when we haven stead u keep ancompanying me when i am feeling low u would always spend tym tuhh come out n meet me to be my listening ear... after sometimes i fell in luv with u at first i did not wan to ask u for stead but i still ask u for stead... so u tell me tuhh give u sometime to think so i say ok.... waited for ur reply for 2week den u give me the answer....
dar u will always be in my heart i will luv u 4eva...

2008-06-11T20:47:00.000-07:00

today at home very boring coz cannot go out because i last week stayed in the hospital for 6 days den the doctor told my parent that i have tuhh stay in home n cannot go anywhr...so i at hm play com..everday playing very sian and i keep chiong maple coz i wan tuhh train one lvl 70 hermit den sell away tuhh earn money... everday keep chiong until very boring during this 1 week i chiong until lvl 64 ler...i have to chiong quick in order tuhh lvl up faster den quickily sell away tuhh earn money to buy things fer my dar n save money...
going tuhh thailand on next wed hope i can have a good holiday at there very long nvr go ler this time i go there have tuhh stay in hotel coz we sell away the house ler coz if dun sell going tuhh have no price ler so this tym have tuhh stay in hotel ler...hope that this tym go there can go n play the roller coaster coz last tym rain heavily so cannot go n play....
i wan tuhh thank my gan jie for helping me tuhh post a post in my blog during my stay in the hospital...gan jie i luv u

when i am in hospital...

2008-06-05T06:36:00.000-07:00

on wed.. i msn my gan di tuh ply bb with miie n moii friends.. he said okie.. he told mie tt he will reach between 4 to 5 o'clock.. while waitin fer him miie n moi friends start plyin bb.. as the times go by, he din cm n find mie.. so, i called him bt his hp so off i started tuh worry n kept callin bt his hp is jux off i went hme n waited fer hym tuh sms mie.. ........ finally he smsed mie n told mie tt his is sorry he din turn up becoz he suddenly have chest pain n fanit on the floor luckily his dar is wif hym n his dar helped hym tuh called ambulance.. he told mie tt there is smth lik stone in his chest.. n need tuh do x - ray.. so he smsed mie tuh help hym tuh write a blog ..... i want tuh tell hym tuh takecare ... i dun wish hym tuh be in n out of the hospital... gan di i love u...

2008-05-22T01:02:00.000-07:00

today at sch very fun sia keep playinq coz finish exam ler so teacher nvr teach us thing ker lol during math lessson mr.tan let us watch movie but i din watch coz to me is too boring ler so lie down on the table n sleep for almost 1hr very good den during science miss.tan call us tuh write a reflection of her n science lesson write quite lonq lol. after science is social studies so durinq social studies me n my all o my friend talk suddenly we felt very borinq so we play lol den marcus n kiamping play beating the leg game until the person who give up is the loser they call me help the tuh video it down the video is about 30sec very short.

i hope i can go tuh 3T1 next year coz there r alot of my friends in that class next year but not because i got friends in that class next year so i wish tuh go 3T1 is because i wan tuh go tuh a better class so dun wish tuh go 3T2 next year.

i hope all my jie,kor,di n mei n classmate will go tuhh a good class vext year wish u all the BEST!!!!

june holiday going tuhh thailand for about 2 week to relax at there very happy can go thailad again for holiday this year i am going tuhh play the firecrakers it is going tuh be fun hope that i can have a good holiday at there.

dar dar this few month we can't go out everyday coz i nid tuh study coz i have tuhh get good result so i can go good class next year after the exam i promise u that i will make it up for u k next month u will receive a surprise present for u k. dar dar i luv u forevery

2008-05-19T23:36:00.000-07:00

today went tuh cwp with my dar dar tuh make couple rinq after that we went tuh escape theme park tuh play. me n dar dar went inside the haunted house inside was quite dark luckily the person give us a stick something like a touch light to let us walk through the path at the last part of the way suddenly got one person jump out scared until me n dar dar den dunnoe y dar dar suddenly hug me tightly so i ask her y u hug me so tightly den she tell me that the person jump out so fast scared until her so i told her dun nid tuh be scared it is jux a person after we came out from the haunted house i went tuh buy drink fer her wow!! she drink so fast until left a little bit fer me but it is alright de so i went uh buy drink fer myself lol. we went tuh one station that we can win some soft toys if we can throw the coin into the small little bottle very diffcult to aim so we only manage tuh get the consolation prize. we went tuh eat after eating we rest a while den start tuh play games again. very tired sia after playing so much of games so i ask dar dar wan tuh go home anot den she say ok. so we went tuh the road side n wait fer taxi stand there fer about 10min den got taxi come so sit back tuh cwp went tuh buy some things den send dar dar go home. reach home about 7+ qute late lol.
dar dar waited u fer 1 week den u accept me. i promise u that i will not let u be sad i will make ur life wonderful everyday. dar dar i will treasure u. luv u 4eva.

quite busy fer this few wee

2008-05-15T03:15:00.000-07:00

29 April
went tuh cwp to slack fer a while after thar went tuh time zone to play gun game n car game lol quite fun lol. after playing finish at the arcade went down to food court tuh eat when i am waiting der my turn tuh buy the food i saw my ganjie n gankorkor den we sit together n eat when we are eating we keep talkiing until the food become cold end up we walk together tuh marsiling to sell cards earn quite alot sell three cards earn $85 so good sia can save.
30 April
went out with my friend coz exam finish can play until happy so everday go out lol went tuh bugis street buy tight jeans n clothes i buy one shirt got alot of word in the t-shirt that write 'fuck' that shirt quite expensive $25 tight jeans $10 after that went to the shopping center tuh shop buy water n some food tuh eat coz shop too long ler hungry den buy bread tuh eat end here.

31 April

went tu my relative songka at there sit for about 2-3 hours very sian at there sia but lucky i met some of my pri sch friends i went tuh the coffee shop with them tuh chat chat for a while. chat about 'stead' topic den i start first i tol them that i have jux broke up with my stead last month for some personal reason dun wish t write out.

1 May

stay at home tuh play com, chat with my friends in msn keep playing com from morining until afternoon play too long kana my sis nag very angry sia she can play com for long long i cannot bloody freako dun wish tuh quarrel with her coz later fight she sry again den my mother will nag me until ear break.

2 May

went tuh my frined house tuh stay at his house until sat night den go home lol when i reach home after a few minutes must go oout again dun wish tuh goout but kana force by my parent super angry lol.

3 May

went to VIVO city with my parent to buy thing dunnoe y they like tuh go there n buy thing. the thing are so expensive at there still go there buy dunnoe y sia 'so Stupid'

4 May

went to cwp time zone tuh play arcade game very un sia at there i meet alot of my friend n my korkor de we play together at the car place we challenge maxium tunes i win him den he like little angry coz atually i he win de but at the last part i make his car go bang the wall so he lose lol

korkor i am sry next time won't bang ur car de kayes

14 May

after sch went home play com when i am chattting with my frineds suddenly Jasmine jiejie call me tuh go 888 plaza tuh meet her coz wan uh go play basketball reach the basketball court i nvr play with them coz on the day my hand was injured so nvr play with them lol. at 6pm they went tuh buy foods n water tuh drink. when they come back i tell them i nid tuh go n meet my friend at fragant wood tuh go n find 5 pri sch by coz they dunnoe bully one of our gang members so we went tuh look for the 5 boys. finally wehave found them so i sk them y they go bully our gang members den they say our gang members very small so bully them i told them next time dun bully any of our gang members if not we will beat them up. after giving them a warning we went tuh vista park to slack slack for awhile until 8pm+ reach home kana mother scolding ask me y so lte den come back haix...

since our break up out relationship have become better so can we jux be friends so it would be better for us.

16 May

Today at sch have ccm the teach very good sia better den the last term one. 10.15 finish ccm went tuh recess until 10.30 went tuh hall tuh wait for the woodgrove idol competion very boring sia they say 12.45 can let us go home ler end up let us go home at 2.30 darn angry.

after sch go home bath already den went our with my ex-stead went tuh watch movie with her northpoint after that we went tuh the rcade tuh play game. we play until 6pm+ den we went tuh eat after that went back tuh cwp walk walk until 8+ n went tuh 888 plaza tuh find friends after that we went tuh blk 897a tuh sit there n chat until 11+after chatting i send my ex-stead home den reach home after bathingplay com for awhile den my ex-stead call me tuh chat with her coz she very boring wan tu ind someone tuh chat so chat with her until 2am + very tired sia i think next morining i wil wake up at about 12pm+ maybe will go out with her again lol.

evelyn i had alot of fun today as we go out today although we have break up but we can still be best friend.

evelyn if u nid a listening ear or a shoulder tuh lean u can jux call me up i will be there fer u always as ur kor

tmr going to have Mid-year exam

2008-04-28T23:39:00.003-07:00

tmr going sch for Mid-year exam very scared the paper diffcult haix... but i for i think that if i have try my best tuh do den can ler. i going tuh study hard for this Mid-year exam so that i can go tuh a good class next year. today at sch got IPW went tuh the com lab tuh do the IPW project sit wiht my group members the teacher like crazy sia 4 person share one com den i went infront n ask the teacher that can 2 person share one com den he say can. den i went to on the com n quickly start the com n do the project. when i am doing my project my beside is my ganjie she nvr help me do only i do alone only but i understand her coz she have jux break with her stead. after sch my ganjie ask me free anot coz she say she wan tuh tell me something den i reply tuh her ok. so after we went to 888 de blk. after a while we sat down on the bench den we start talking. suddenly when we will talking half way she cry den i ask her y she cry den she say coz she break up with her stead coz the men told her that he is making use of her tuh do some bad things. den i lend her my ear tuh let her speak up wat she wan to s. after a while she tell me that she is very tired so i lend her my shoulder tuh let her rest a while so she felt a sleep so u let her sleep dun wish to disturb her coz she is already very sad so let her sleep for a while lol. after while i took out my hp n see wat time isit now wow! so late ler so i wake her up den after that i send her home.

sry for not updating my blog for so many days

2008-04-27T23:29:00.000-07:00

haix.. saturday morning chest suddenly pain until like hell. den i call my father he bring me to kk hosptial for check up den the doctor call me go take X-RAY. After a while the report come out ler den the doctor say must stay hosptial for 1 days after hearing that very unhappy coz this is my 3rd time staying in hosptial so end up staying inside for 1 day haix.. during the time when i am staying in the hosptial i thing of many things. at night when i am sleeping half i suddenly wake dunnoe y dun very diffcult to sleep ler lol.

i will be all rite soon

2008-04-26T00:34:00.000-07:00

it has been a while since we break up. at that tym i feel very upset about it i could not slp well for night until when i update my msn pm i wrote"Mid-year exam starts tmr i hope i can pass with flying colours. other thing i du wish to care ler i hope i can forget u from now" after a while my jie ask me y my pm looks like very sad den i told her that i have break up with my stead ler. she ask me not tuh think too much about it. at night she message n tell me that if at night i cannot slp i can message to her to chat for a while. she told me slp early coz tmr got Mid-year exam so we ended our chat.
sihua jiejie u r a really good jie to me thanks for that night u willing to chat with me at night n sry to let u slp late.